the worst time of the year for me i hate this month so much and am just hoping it goes by quickly...i need to go to bed before i do something stupid, but i just wanted to wish everyone a happy new year. or maybe youre feeling as miserable as am 😭 i guess the best we can hope for is a neutral and fine 2025 💗 4 0 replies
2024, my year in media Games Finished: * None Most Played Games: * Bejeweled 3 * Armored Brigade * War Thunder (had to stop playing it because of Melancholia) * Rings of Saturn (had to stop playing it because it causes vision problems for me) * Sunless Sea * Darklands * Postal Movies Watched: * None Favourite Music: * Leslie Clio - Gladys * Lissie - Catching the Tiger * Krewella - Zer0 * Leslie Clio - Purple * Aurora - What Happened to The Heart * The Pretty Reckless - Death By Rock... 3 2 replies
here’s to another year of doing nothing! blah blah blah insert pessimistic text here. hope you all have a good new years, or maybe it’s just another day to you. that’s okay, too. i really didn’t do anything this year. more so than last year. i can count on one hand how many times i went outside, but i still live. and i will keep living because i do. im not having the best time of my life, but i will reluctantly survive. take care, little internet people! love you all. 5 2 replies
Being a neet Being a neet on new years, might play some games, hang with my dog, what are you all up to? First new years as a neet, how is it for you all? 1 1 replies
Discussion about a billion dollars I read somewhere that it’s hard to hold onto a billion dollars. I don’t think that’s true, if you have a billion and live off the interest for the rest of your life the original billion wouldn’t get touched. So why is it hard to hold onto a billion dollars once you’ve made it. I figured it would be pretty easy to hold onto a billion dollars once you’ve made it or got it somehow. Enlighten me. 3 3 replies
Next time someone asks me what I do/ what job I have, I'm gonna say I'm a buddhist monk from Tibet Happy New Year btw 🥳 3 0 replies
About to be New Years I guess I'll be walking the streets drunk and alone c: what are your plans 1 3 replies
Happy new year Happy new year brothers and sisters. I fucking hate new years eve personally but wishing you good luck for another year. Ain't feeling too happy at the moment with all the dickheads setting off fireworks that are frightening my cats. Honestly I hope I can take them both on holiday next year and with any luck there might be a few more 'fireworks' for the neighbours to enjoy ;-) 4 0 replies
Is it pointless going to shit colleges or universities when you have so many gap years? Only dogshit unis will take me it’ll put me in student debt I just feel like unless I can get a high paying job (which is near impossible) I’ll have to live paycheck to paycheck and get burned out for so long but on the other hand I don’t want to be a shut in my entire life. None of it seems worth it tbh even if I can get a decent paying job what’s the point anyway? I’ll still be miserable and suicidal the only thing different would... 3 1 replies
Did you laugh today? Sometimes I don't laugh at all for days on end. Laughing is one of the few great pleasures of life. But, it has been denied or limited to me just like other good things in life like having a job, friends, love, money, health, etc. Sometimes I laugh a little when I see a funny reddit post or a YouTube video, but that's pretty much it. I also restrain my laughter in public because I'm embarrassed by my crooked teeth and horrible facial expression. One usually laughs more often... 2 4 replies
I want to be by myself but I don’t want to be alone If that makes any sense. Being around people and trying to socialize is so difficult. I never know what to say and I’m always afraid of saying something that could be taken the wrong way. I also have niche hobbies and music tastes so its super hard to relate with people. All of those factors combined has condemned me as “the quiet guy” in every social situation. Honestly I would just love a friend that is equally as socially inept as I am. We could watch YT videos and... 4 2 replies
I'm going to head downtown My mom is making me food right now. Egg & bacon sandwiches. After that I'm going to shower and brush my teeth and then head downtown. I'm going to bring a load of weed with me and just sit peacefully at my most favorite park smoking the reefer. Afterwards I might text my friend to see if he wants to go for beers. this is a change of pace for me because for the last 6 months i've only gone out for groceries or medical appointments my new sweatpants... 2 3 replies
Normies are worse than politicians Those fucking normies always demonize politicians. But let's be honest. Normies are a billion times worse. I have met many politicians in my life. Almost all of them treated me well. Normies, on the other hand, almost always treated me like crap. Normies are the biggest fucking cancer on this Earth. This post will get down voted. Redditors love normies. But I don't care anymore. 4 3 replies
Sad New Year to everyone Nothing is going to change. Life will only get worse day by day. Life is 99.99% suffering, and the rest is happiness. So, what’s the point of living when I will suffer every moment? Life is the second name of hell. Because of my mental health, I can’t eat properly and often skip meals. I can’t get out of bed, and I can’t function like a normal human being. It’s not getting better; it’s only getting worse. When will this fking mental health ever get better? Fk life. Fk... 1 9 replies
I'll leave this here in case someone wants to talk I'll leave this here in case someone wants to talk 4 1 replies
Do you ever feel like even if you *do* start working hard the best possible outcome is undesirable? Like let's say I start working hard and get my shit together, live a normal life, make a family and provide for them for decades. Well I don't *desire* that kind of future and realistically this is the best possible outcome if I start working hard. 2 10 replies
I fulfilled one of my 2024 New Years Resolutions, reading, playing and watching at least 12 new Books, Games and Movies this year. I fulfilled one of my 2024 New Years Resolutions, reading, playing and watching at least 12 new Books, Games and Movies this year. 2 5 replies
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