few decades to early i think the only thing that make me survive is to believe that at some point i would still be alive to live in a virtual world. At least one that feel a bit real , no human only ai. Feel the wind there, feel her hand , being mesmerise by irreal landscape. I don't ask to become an hero or else in those , just live , feel no pain , only relaxation for a moment , not those broken feelings from drugs , just the one from being in... 5 1 replies
god... what went wrong? I used to have friends, go out to events, drink, smoke and do drugs socially, even be with girls, touch them... ... now I'm blackpilled in my room most of the time, full of hate, lonely, antisocial and misanthropic, masturbating to all sorts of ill shit... ... thinking about it everything started to decline for me socially after 2020, covid, but I was already a NEET for 1 year at that time, so that's not what changed... • THE WORLD CHANGED! SOCIETY GOT WORSE! I'M JUST A VICTIM OF... 5 0 replies
My new plan for escaping the NEET life 23F I can stand living with my family a little better since I mostly started sleeping all day. I realized I’m really lonely and I need someone in my life. If I can’t find a girlfriend (Im lesbian) within the next year-ish, I’m happily killing myself. This is my new plan: 1. Get a girlfriend 2. Continue lifting weights for 2 years and get really strong 3. Get a physical labour job 4. Me and my girlfriend we’ll split rent or run away together 5. Wait till I die :)... 2 0 replies
This dab ruined my life, And I deserve it. Alright I don’t even know how to process what happened yesterday. I woke up thinking it was gonna be a normal ass day but somehow I managed to permanently ruin my life in under five hours. For context I’m 18 years old and still a junior in high school. Don’t ask. Shit happens. But honestly it doesn’t even matter cause I could outsmoke every single one of those freshman lightweights. Like these kids think they’re built different cause they can rip a cart in the school bathroom. I’ve been... 3 2 replies
curtis yarvins plan for us to be euthanized and used as biofuel I mean it sounds OK I just hope it does not hurt 4 2 replies
Void I am about to turn 21 in some months and now when I reflect on how I wasted my life made I feel like my younger self would actually kill himself , it's ironic that in this world you need to break your spine to support yourself I am really at the edge , now many would say but you are still young well guess what we are neets and we are talentless and all the good things foundation is set before the age of 16-20 and rest is... 2 1 replies
How do you get out this fucking hole when you live in the middle of nowhere? Closest community college is an hour away, best job in the area is a tractor factory or chemical plant. Otherwise it is bullshit high school retail jobs that melt your mind and pay like shit. I don’t have the best reputation because people think I’m just a drunk shut-in. Do I bite the bullet and start driving two hours a day to work at a Walmart or something? Does anyone else have this problem? 1 2 replies
I have been isolated for too long I think I think Ive taken it too far I have gone outside maybe 5 times including moving house twice in the last 2 years I have spent my entire adult life with next to no human interaction and I finally have the opportunity to get a support worker come and visit a few times a week but she quit her job because of me and now I'm back to almost no human interaction and everyone who tries to replace her just makes me upset I can't keep living like this... 5 0 replies
People get angry at you when you are a NEET If you work you wont have people too angry at you. People get angry when you do not work, but society is not set up for people like us at all, and nobody wants to make changes to help us. OK. So we get some money every month through NEETbucks or tismbucks to live a somewhat dignified existence with a roof over the head and food on the table. But people get angry at you anyway because YOU DARE NOT WORK??? 3 0 replies
Life is iq based butosy luck Society is set up so the smart kids get in easy. It's all set up the less intelligent and non conformers will fall through the cracks. Only the people that are capable of performing at a high level in the educational system will be set up good everyone else is either screwed or they have some genetic factor that gifts them a easy life... People will get lucky with rich families, or good genetics with no health issues and a average IQ and won't even have to try...I suffer... 3 0 replies
It's tiresome to be expected to contribute Why would I even be interested in investing time and energy into a job or career when I'm not even particularly interested in life's deal in the first place? To give back to society? We have a fake system that's going to destabilize sooner or later anyhow, there's no future in it anyway. It didn't have our best interests at heart in the first place. For personal satisfaction? No, I'd prefer to sit on the couch and stare at the ceiling. I genuinely find that more enjoyable than working... 5 0 replies
Ordinary life Until I was 50 years old I had a hell of a life. Always going out especially at night and just really living an extraordinary life. Always hanging out and having a blast. Even when I was a Neet for 6 years I was having a great time. I’m still 50m but the good times have come to an end, I got a job and now I just go to work and after work I run around for my kids for after school activities and I get weekends off.... 4 0 replies
1 Year into employment, somedays I just feel, blah Title. Working in government social services. I love what I do on the day to day, it's the type of work I can be alone in (albeit be socially ostracized for it), and it feels nice having money. That being said, my life has felt extremely stagnant. I'm tired everyday after work, all I can do is bedrot and watch YouTube slop until I K.O. There's so much I'd like to do but it's so damn exhausting having to mask all day. Weekends I'm obligated to help family, especially... 4 0 replies
Thinking about my younger self I'm 25 m, I'm on my bed at 3 AM staring at the ceiling and letting my thoughts consume me. Until one thought absolutely sent me down into a spiral. I saw him, the face of my 10 year old self looking so happy, so proud of cleaning his own room, so proud of his grades, so proud of finishing a doodle on his sketchbook, filled with dreams. If he saw the man that he would be 15 years from now he would be mortified. A man that was... 3 0 replies