Emotionless Trading...

Ain't it mad how you get consistent and trading suddenly become mundane, peaceful and pretty much boring. It's so uniform now, I almost feel like a robot. I think back to my newbie days... I was up at 5.30AM buzzing for the day ahead, I was over-leveraged and ill-informed, I made a lot of money and lost even more. I could spend 10-12 hours a day researching technicals and I put everything into it... it felt like such an adventure. I cant stomach the crap on youtube no more, (beyond a select few) I pay attention to no one, this is work now I dont want to be consumed by it like how I once was... I can watch 250 points slip through my fingers and not even flinch. When I see people making huge gains in trading groups for the most part I pity them... they never last long in this game, once the market conditions switch, they disappear. Theres almost a poetic justice in it, the apathetical nature of the experience is essentially what brings the profitability. I dunno... I just didn't think it would feel like this. There is a reason your favourite youtube traders doesn't speak on topics like this.... cos they haven't walked the path