I’m the guy who posted about death, ironic….right?

Context: https://www.reddit.com/r/pune/s/5HTwdVQYNb After posting this rant, I tried to do that, and I went into hospital. Ironically, with all the tests, the doc asked me for a personal talk, and he said that I have 3rd stage cancer and I need to make a decision soon. He said if I don’t act upon it soon like chemotherapy, I have at last a year to live but I believe it’s ironic how I wanted to die and God himself called me. I don’t want to die like a rat but I believe it is what is. I didn’t tell my parents yet cuz tbh I’m so shocked with this news. My father will kill me if he get to know that I used to smoke and drink. Anyways, idk what to say. Thanks you everyone for your msgs in the last post. Appreciate it but I think my time is done here and I’m happy seriously. I will get the peace I deserve soon. I hope you all make your lives worth living. Just a suggestion: please don’t ignore someone’s pain or helplessness in the future even if it’s minute. Your little gesture can mean a lot to that person. You are only remembered when you’re dead.