The unintentional saga continues +no connections

This is probably my (M23) second time posting here and things haven't gotten alot better tbh. I still haven't gotten a job and live at home. As stated before I recently graduated and got a job a few months after graduation. However my family(my siblings) are on welfare therefore they cut their benefits. Thankfully there back in track but I'm still unemployed and it's getting to me mentally. There's the whole stigma around being jobless and it's driving me insane. Not to mention the aching feeling of being left behind by my peers. Everyone around me is moving on to bigger and brighter things and leaving me in the dust. I still feel like I'm in the same place I was in 2021 as I am now. I still have my art but that field is so insanely competitive,that it just feels like a fleeting dream. I try to connect with my old classmates from college but at this point it's clear they can't be bothered with me. It's hard to make connections when no one values you. I got uninterested replies at best and flat out ignored at worst. So as of now I'm heading into cyber security and I'm doing a 100 art challenge. Maybe these things will give me some type of fulfillment,but for now every day is the same with know clear change or hope in sight.