I feel like I’ll never get anywhere

I’m 16 and feel like a massive fuck up, I’m obviously not in school or work all I do is sit at home and draw all day. It seems like everyone around me is doing so much and working toward something yet I just sit here doing fuck all, i want a job but anytime i actually get hired I bail out before my first day even starts. I don’t know what to do or how im meant to move forward, I know a lot of people will say im young so I have time but what if I never change? I know the issues that I have, I know how to solve them but I can’t bring myself to do any of that. Sorry for all the anger in this post it’s just all I’ve been feeling recently Just wanna say thank you for the kindness and advice, you guys are wicked! 🙂