Don't have money for hobbies and getting frustrated

I'm pretty broke as I have no job but I have a shit ton I'm interested in like gaming (want a pc) skating (only have the deck) dates with my gf but she's too lazy even if I had the dolla. Time us just passing e x t r e m e l y slow on a day to day basis. And I'm constantly counting down till the days I get the petty cash of the govement I'm owed. Life without neetbux is hell but its a long and treacherous road to getting a diagnosis and then wait for neetbux if they do decide I'm worth it. I don't have any friends and at this point I just don't know what to do with myself for 12 hrs a day but twiddle my fucking thumbs and dick about. Forgive my complaining but I'm sure alot of you share the same issue.