deperately need a job

honestly i can't do this anymore where im just sitting around in the house all day with no obligations it genuinely is just a depressing spiral and i need some sort of schedule and some sort of occupation in my life. i dont care if its just stacking shelves or whatever manual labor at least ill get a sense of accomplishing something and being present rather than just sitting in front of a screen all day coping and distracting myself from everything