I hate because it's all I have to share socially

I tried to make friends with my positive and creative side, guess what, I couldn't, there are only try harders out there, talented and rich people, these only accept followers, they are cult leaders! ...And there are weak and stupid cattle who worship them, follow them, donate them, no friendship with me, only worshipping their high tier normie leaders... • Then I discovered hate bubbles, people who get along with hate, to spread their hate, and guess what, I couldn't make friends either, but I was able to interact because it's more decentralized, no leaders, just hate! If normies don't accept my good side, they'll get my bad side! They created this monster! I wanted to share goodness, they didn't want to receive, now it's retribution.