PLEASE HELP ME !!! DO NOT IGNOR I REALLY NEED HELP

"I started my story from when I passed my 12th standard from a CBSE school, scoring 89%. My subjects were Humanities and Applied Maths. After that, I prepared for the Cuet exam, and I got admission to a good college in Delhi. However, due to safety concerns for girls in Delhi and some financial issues, my parents didn't let me join that college at the last moment "Meanwhile, I applied for a B.A. B.Ed course, which offers two degrees simultaneously. My mom suggested I apply for it, and I got admission to a college in Jaipur. I thought it would be a good opportunity to improve my skills, but I soon realized that the entire course was taught in Hindi. I told my parents, but they said I could learn from YouTube videos, just like I did during my 12th standard. "However, when I searched for English videos on B.Ed classes, I couldn't find any. I thought I would somehow manage to study and pass the course in four years. I also wanted to join the NCC, and the college authorities told me it was available. But when I joined, I found out that the NCC unit had been removed from the college due to poor performance. "Now, I'm facing a difficult situation. I'm unable to study because the entire course is taught in Hindi, and I'm not comfortable with it. Most students in my college are from Hindi-medium backgrounds, and they're comfortable with the language. But for me, it's a huge problem. I don't know what to do. "I told my parents about the situation, but they said that the B.Ed degree is valuable and that I shouldn't leave the college. However, I'm realizing that my academic standards are dropping, and I'm not even interested in becoming a teacher in the future. Can I leave this college and join another one that offers NCC?" "When I first told my parents that the college teaches in Hindi and I won't understand anything, they told me to continue anyway. Now, when I realized that I genuinely couldn't cope, I told them I'd try because it's just four years, and I love to try and sacrifice for two degrees. However, now I'm struggling, and when I explained my problems to my parents, they got very angry and scolded me. They told me to do whatever I want and even suggested dropping the degree. Now, I'm extremely confused about what to do. "When I told my parents that my college teaches in Hindi, they said that all colleges teach in Hindi and that English medium isn't available anywhere. I tried to explain to them, but they wouldn't listen. "Now, after inquiring around and understanding that other colleges do offer English medium, they're scolding me and telling me to do whatever I want, saying they don't care. Even my friend who did the same B.A. B.Ed course had a similar experience and ended up leaving the college to pursue open learning through VGU "I'm extremely confused about what to do. If I spend four years in this college, I'll be completely ruined, and my career won't be good. Also, I have no interest in teaching. I've tried to explain this to my parents, but it's had no effect. "Now, as I consistently face problems and don't like attending college, I'm not attending classes. The college is calling me regularly, asking me to attend, but how can I when all classes are in Hindi, and I can't understand anything? Attending college would be a total waste of time." "Now, what should I do? If I leave college at this moment, I'll waste this year, and our financial condition isn't good enough for me to ignore the investment. Around thirty thousand rupees have already been spent. "It might be wise to leave college now and join another one next year, as semester exams are approaching. Since it's still January, I can try to get admission to a decent college by June-July, I guess." WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW IM TOTALLY HELPLESS