Feeling lonely

I am 38M, have worked in software field for last 17 years and have gained good experience and position. Work is my passion, and have never been in any relationships nor explored one. I am at a stage that I don’t want to marry after looking almost all my friends divorced (even my elder brother) and some social media news about men being harassed after divorce. I need some companionship, and want to spend time with someone who I can share my feelings with. I am not looking for relationship. I don’t now if I am making any sense at all! I just want to share this feeling with everyone.