What is it about smoking?

I did smoking for first time today ...I didn't feel good..or i didn't feel anything. Why do people smoke then? People were laughing at me coz I didnt know how to smoke and I have to go to different area...I am thinking to smoke more today i don't know any brands yet..I just took whatever tapri guy gave me...any good brands i am going to smoke a lot today..is there anything that really makes you high..🥲how to find it..