Should I leave my gov job Adhoc

Hi Guys it's been some Months I have been working as a gov employee but lately I am thinking of leaving my job salary is fixed no growth and have to wait for 4 yrs for regularisation even then wait another year for 1 year but after that your pay level like is a joke keeping inflation in mind what was the benefit of having gov job I feel stuck like whats the hype about gov jobs I feel so hypocritical about why did I wanted a gov job,Anyway my parents donot like this idea and they are getting emotional about society will laugh at us others are also doing even with less so why u want to become the black sheep and so many emotional tactics only words of discouragement and hopelessness I heard From my parents when I talk about this with my parents. It's just that don't want to settle for this for my entire life. I'm a very quit guy non talkative guy and right now I don't have any friends to talk in real life and So guys please share your opinions, facts anything will be helpful