What the hell is wrong with Google Search (Console)

I have a website where I manually push each new post, confirm that a sitemap is available and content is viewable, confirm my robots.txt is valid and isn't hiding anything and after all that manual work a console that says that : 1. 14 of 25 pages is indexed (Can't seem to get to 100%) 2. That there is 30 pages found in the sitemap and all is good, despite only indexing few 3. It lies saying that 14 pages are available but ***site:hookd.app*** search provides only 10 pages 4. Messages saying indexing confirmed page will show shortly and then not showing months later. Am I really getting something wrong? Or does my website have too few pages or views for their system to even both providing acurate data / indexing? The site is hookd.app and has no 500 errors, has clear links between pages and on SEMRush looks like everything is perfect. So is there some massive piece of information that I simply don't have or does google just outright lie to smaller pages? Or even if anyone else is having similar issues or changes after recent google updates? Thanks