Real friends?

Friends group tea: All my friends are just so weird they always try to put me down and they are just rude and label it as dark sarcasm I mean initially back in 2019 i introduced dark sarcasm to them and all now they lash at me saying “you can’t take jokes” is it cus I overthink or maybe I can see the hatred and jealousy under sarcasm. They literally ruined the word friendship and brotherhood to me. Tsk tsk idk why tf I’m even sharing but yeah guess it was a rant after all. I even caught them saying shit and a guy was saying “delete all the message or else he see em”. I used to be so so confident and happy and now it’s gone all I can see is me trying to hold back another mental breakdown. I honestly want it to stop like all the channelled hate under the facade of “true friendship”. Or maybe I’m just 20 and I’m thinking too much? If any ya’ll got any suggestions it might help Thanks