I don't know what I'm doing with my life and career (help)

2024 pass out- no job. Was in grief for last 6 months due to loss of family member, currently preparing for - Wordpress/front end role. Targeting rtcamp- but I don't know if they will accept me since I have gap since passing out. Scored 9% in cat, 70 in Snap. Giving gate on 1st idk what to do. I have done android development in college time but heard there is no proper job for fresher so didn't pursue it. Guys can you help me with- I want job anyhow until March. I'm ready to give next 1.5 month and get prepare --either pune or remote job. Course suggestion or should I continue with rtcamp prep. I love rtcamp and that's my dream job but idk about selection. Too confused. Please help me out :( I guess for remote data science/data engineer or Wordpress front end will work..idk I'm waiting. Please Help me out. Thanks.