Need a friend or confidant. Super depressed with life

Hey I'm looking for a friend or a confidant. I have a complicated life and have been in struggling phase for far too long. I have been to an excellent counsellor however my family got to know and well I don't want to go anymore. Id like someone in the age range of 27-40. Just to chill out, relax, drink maybe ? You don't know me, i don't know you and maybe just rant out ? Edit : please don't judge me by checking my profile, this is just an alt account.