What plans do you have for a next year?

I personally don't believe 'new year new me' bullshit. Everything I planned and announced it to someone turned out to be a failure and there's no indication that this time it will be different. But also there's a feeling that my neet lifestyle is not sustainable and by doing nothing I actually harmed myself both in terms of mental and physical health. I lost all my social skills and confidence or rather what's little of them I had in the beginning. It's hard to admit that I wasted the most productive years doing nothing. I will never reach the normies quality of life but at this point my only option is not to sink lower than I already have. So, I'm now searching jobs on phone and making plans to actually fix my health (Healthcare is free in my country but you must be in a waiting list). I mentally prepared to leave my parents house and move out as well as to live in shittiest conditions and doing shittiest job so to have a small income. I have lived in countryside and I'll move to a city. So my experience has been rather bleak. I've been used to live in a comfortable prison where I slowly rotted and now it's the time to make a step into abyss. I've heard neets here content with their lifestyle and financially secure, I wish I was them. I don't have a beef with society just want to be financially independent and be left alone. It sucks to be a wagie but alternative is worse to me. I wish you all a Merry Christmas, btw.