NEET poem

Never have I ever had a kind friend— Languishing in misery, can't you see? Ev'ryone moves ahead, while I go down, down below. Inhibition reigns, in my life and yours— Expelled to hell from heaven's reign: no warmth for me! Fighting against the present urge for death— Tonight will be my final stand with life. Exiting my cruel fate; it never began. Reality is fading, hoping beyond hope— Outside this world is blissful nothingness, Culling the hatred and evil and darkness out, Kingdom of Heav'n come, so I may be free. Standing there, noose hanging; miserable life paid—