just now applying

i just turned 20. i’ve been a NEET since i was 16, i didn’t attend school much due to mental health issues. fucked over all my teenage years by isolating every single day up until now. i’m stuck with 0 friends, no money, worsening mental health, living with a full house of family, no car, inside ALL day. i got my highschool diploma from a residential i attended in another state, so i mean, atleast i have that. anyways, i just applied to white castle and looking into starting trade school. i’m genuinely scared shitless but i need to do this. i have a 30 year old real, true, textbook definition NEET brother and i can’t live this life anymore. i see my future haunting me everyday. here goes nothing i guess