im a neet and i'm turned off by other people

honestly don't ever see this changing. i'm basically a misanthropist, not as some dogma. but it's a turn off seeing the bad qualities in other people. it's an even greater turn off seeing people accept and **revel** in bad, that is, objectively stress-inducing, qualities, ambitions, and ideas. nobody seems to really care how fucked up nearly every aspect of the world is. they just want to fulfill their ego's incessant demands to play the game of society, and feel deeply threatened by any notion of the stress (at best) and utter terror (at worst) involved with how the world runs. the world is essentially one giant scenario of mexican standoff and im not about to join in the gunpoint-holding terror. i've spent time in different activist circles, and religious circles too. it's wild to me how many different movements supposedly for 'good' end up just being people completely gripped by an ideology who will go to any length to see their beliefs accepted and implemented. these people aren't good, they're just more of the same seeking fulfillment for their demanding egos and ideologies. it'd be nice to not be a neet, but to simply capitulate someone elses way of living, rife with stress, pain, cajoling, bullying, well, thats not something im willing to do.