I'm going for the peace and leave the dark

i'm gonna try to reach a point where i only care about chill , forget all thoses shit that burn my brain those years, i'm gonna visualise a chill place with nature and try to reach that , i'm done i will never be normal at least be in peace in my brain, would be enought, thought it seems hard to reach all that pain will take time to erase itself 1 years or 2 i can do. Neet sloth laying to the warm river. See you guys