I love the easy life

I’m 50m and I was a Neet for six years starting at 43. I recently got a job at 50 and I hate waking up early in the morning. I have a gut feeling that I was meant to live the easy life. Well I guess I’ll just wait to see what happens. When I was a Neet I slept whenever I wanted now that I’m working I have to go to sleep early and wake up early, it really sucks. I keep thinking back to my Neet life.