I hate how everything is competitive right now

Everyhthing is so much competitive right now, I wanted to make money doing game dev but there are already millions of games.... I want to grow a sucessful youtube channel doing cartoon animations but it is impossible beacause the algorythm doesn't promote me... I want to have a developer job but impossible beacause everyone compete for the job... Every idea I think about, someone else already made it... I wanted to be esport gamer, impossible beacause everyone is a fkin tryhard sweat... I am so tired. I have to obey the system to make the money :(