I do not have a job history

That's all I wanted to say. I am almost 22 years old without any job history aside from working at customer service in a mall that was full of old people that didn't know how to use electronic pay or something, I was forced to do math all the time which I'm pretty horrible at honestly and I had a lot of anxiety during my first run, I was pretty clumsy too so I got fired immediately, obviously. I envy people who say they quit out of their own accord, I don't think I've had that luxury yet, or that they don't care about being employed anymore, I haven't even worked long enough to understand what it means to "not care anymore" or be "burnt out by the system" lol I just wish some establishment would accept me. I know a lot of people are going to tell me it's better leech off benefits, but I don't have any mental illness that wasn't self-imposed by just being a bum or a failure so there's that. At best I'm just very bad at dealing with stress, even as someone who does not have obvious disadvantages can be a complete fucking failure like me :) It is impressive! Side note: ? I think even if people are going to give me such advice, it's still important to understand how to get what you want in life, even if you are a NEET, you need to be a successful NEET in some capacity in order for it to be sustainable. :p