How to overcome the shame?

I (24f) am currently in a deep depression, triggered by my obsession to work, but being unable to. It actually makes me so anxious and sad that I'm not able to work like all my friends do, which resulted in me not being able to get out of bed atm. I really wanna work so bad and I know it would be good for me but I can't get over the shame of not starting sooner or getting a better job. There are just so much bad feelings around that topic now and I don't know what to do and how to stop this dreadful feeling. Is it too late to even try?