Have you ever been in love?

I'm 27M and I've never been in love. Sometimes I hallucinate intimacy with a fantasy gf. I don't mean sex but stuff like chilling with my girlfriend in my room. She's going through her phone while I'm on my laptop. What hurts most during such daydreaming episodes is that I feel comfortable and relaxed around her not anxious and sweaty-palmed. Love must be nice, I guess. Realistically, I'm coming round to accepting that I'm too schizoid for Interpersonal relationships. This doesn't make me less human, though. That's just how it had to be based on my upbringing.