god... what went wrong?

I used to have friends, go out to events, drink, smoke and do drugs socially, even be with girls, touch them... ... now I'm blackpilled in my room most of the time, full of hate, lonely, antisocial and misanthropic, masturbating to all sorts of ill shit... ... thinking about it everything started to decline for me socially after 2020, covid, but I was already a NEET for 1 year at that time, so that's not what changed... • THE WORLD CHANGED! SOCIETY GOT WORSE! I'M JUST A VICTIM OF ALL THIS! • It wasn't me who changed after all, I'm just in defense mode. What went wrong WITH THIS WORLD? I HATE NORMIES!