Adult baby

I feel like I haven’t developed the same way as my peers, and it’s hard to accept that I’m an adult now. I’ve never really done anything meaningful, almost like I’m stuck in a perpetual state of immaturity. I can’t figure out why I’m unable to do anything, and it feels like I’m paralyzed. I don’t even want to do the simplest tasks, like getting a haircut. Lately, everything feels pointless, and I’m just going through the motions, doing things out of habit with no real purpose. It’s like living as an adult baby, unable to find any direction or motivation, trapped in a meaningless existence. I curse the day I was born every day.