Scared of getting stuck

Not sure if this really belongs here but anyway. I'm 21 and just dropped out of uni and moved back home because of mental health issues. After a bunch of diagnoses and meds over the past three years, I was finally diagnosed with BPD and generalised anxiety disorder. I'm on mood stabilizers and SSRIs, and I don't want to die anymore! I also struggled with severe health anxiety for the past year, which has gotten more managable too. But everything is still so difficult. Some days I can't get out of bed at all, most days only for a few hours. I'm still battling constant anxiety about my health and have to always stay distracted or I spiral. When my parents bring up the future I start crying. The plan is that I stay at home until fall 2025 and then start studying again, but I'm worried I'll get stuck here. I've been having a hard time leaving the house because it makes me feel vulnerable and exposed. I'm rotting away, not doing anything, just rewatching shows and sleeping. Days all feel the same and barely mean anything anymore. Is this the beginning of NEETdom for me? Any advice?