I won't get out of my unstable life even after turning 37

Life failed me.. I had the intention of leaving my family after turning 18.. I tried it all to get a stable life but COVID19 and capitalism delayed my journey... school taught me nothing about the true harsh realities of everyday life and only gave a job to people who where already priviledged than me.. no words can describe the suffering I have endured in recent years.. the list it's just too long for me to describe under a single reddit post.. I am unable to have a job and no one would consider me even for an entry position due to my lack of relevant skills.. Unless a super-mega-giga low skills job boom happens in my area where everybody wants to hire everybody I might get stuck in this situation until hitting 42 and I don't know how that would happen due to my area not having that many opportunities for younger people.. I am angry and furious at my life from the inside, but also highly frustrated, sad and out of energies for doing anything.. The only thing I can do best is computers but nobody really wants to teach anything to a supposedly slow learner like me even if I was hired by a company.. I hate my patriarchal family and wanted to leave it as soon as I could.. they have been exploiting me for far too long doing menial jobs at home that don't add value.. I couldn't cut the hand that feeds me by replacing it with my own, I always get into arguments and verbal fights against both my sister, mother and father at the same time in order to try to tell them my own reality and how I might get out of this situation under my own therms but they won't listen to me.. not even if I prayed them because to them I am a weakling and no matter how much I stand up to them they will always think their struggles are worth more than mine... I feel like I have stagnated and haven't truly learned my own lessons, I don't really want to blame myself but I feel sad about not being able to achieve anything in life and that things will remains the same until my relatives pass away so that I would inherit their car and use it to go to a nicer place to try remaking my own life there, but there's no way I'm gonna be stabler enough in the short therm to pay for their past debts and incurring costs than they did during excess years (I have no debt of my own but they do).