I've been accessing this community without an account up until recently

And I must say... It seems to have so many people with a good heart. I related to so many posts and comments (except for the edgy ones) that it has become a habit checking it from time to time. I'd just like to share a little bit since it's getting harder and harder to live: * I can't really connect to anyone, one of the main reasons that made me quit my last long-term job; * I feel like my major is so useless and has nothing to do with who I am now; * Finding a purpose is becoming almost impossible without bending the knee to the system; * I've been fighting against said system by trying to earn a living from things that I still somewhat enjoy, but this world seems to laugh at you for having such thoughts; * I'm growing more and more disgusted by society; once you start noticing certain patterns, you can't unsee them anymore (and it's not a matter of being overly skeptical); * I hate living in a large third world city: everything feels ugly, I hate crowds, people are so loud and disrespectful, houses are packed together, there are barely any trees or parks to make the environment slightly better, and living far from downtown makes it even worse since you might need to commute for hours in packed trains back and forth between college/work. * I don't watch TV, but when I decide to check just to see what's trending, it's deplorable: news only highlights disgraceful events and most entertainment content seems fake and/or braindead. * Food prices are increasing while quality is decreasing; And what bugs me even more is that, given the resources available, this world had SO MUCH potential to be infinitely better if it wasn't for greed, the worst of all sins. Hang in there everyone! I believe that there's something much greater waiting after this life. Until then, be true to yourselves and enjoy the decline.