I'm poor, but I don't want money. 32 years of NEET-dome.

I'd been a NEET for 32 years. And then I started working (9-6, 40 hours a week) exactly 2 years ago, December 2022. And I'm done. I never drink alcohol. I never smoke, I don't drink coffee, soda, fruit juices, etc. I never go out to eat. I always cook for myself. I don't buy snacks even. I never buy clothes new, always second handed. This was me BEFORE I started working and this is still me. And what I've realized after having disposable income for the first time in my life and getting to have a Costco membership (finally!) and delving in what i assume how normies live, it feels so hollow and pointless. I don't know how to enjoy all these disposable income i've earned in exchange for slaving away. So, really, working is not for me. Money doesn't bring happiness, in my case, because i was already that person who detested consuming and consuming and all the materialism going on in our lives. I am okay surviving on only rice, beans, eggs, a little bit of veggies and fruits if I get to have my precious time all to myself and not have to wage-slave. So i think i'll go back to being a NEET. I'm a health-nut (as you can tell by how i live) and as i'm getting well into my 30's and realizing that i'm actually aging aging, wage slaving is not the way to go. you have to get plenty sun-light, work out, eat modestly and read books and stuff. Money is not worth it. Money is not worth it. It's easy for someone like me because I'm already used to living like a monk.