I just went to get some dry clothes in the balcony and saw a girl walking down the street, day ruined.

Literally the most beautiful girl I've seen this year, redhead, long straight hair, tight dress and beautiful curves... It's torturous knowing that you can't touch one of these! And people still ask why I'm a neet lol, imagine spending 12 hours of your day, getting home and not having one soft pair of boobs to touch. And then I went to the market, I saw two skank girls, tattoos, etc, this was the ultimate fatality, not even them want to let me touch them! This is so brutal, they only want tattooed chads which looks like thugs and are tall. I try to best to look cool when outside wearing an old-school english punk outfit but probably I look like a beta male, I'm 23 and resemble 17. They also probably can smell the NEET in me.