Gen Z Neet

I was born into this generation and I wish I wasn't because I simply don't relate to my generation. A dystopia if I ever beheld one. I can only have an online "life". May need to marry an AI anime husband or wife. Since, I'm poverty hikikomori neet; we are invisible and despised. Yes, I became open to men after realizing i would never be able to attract women, but I cannot seem to attract men either. I'm unable to pursue transitioning due to being poverty neet. Even then, i think I'm something special. I'm sure I'm not even alive anymore, when everyday is the same and never gets better, only worse. When I consider it, positive things are rare. "If you keep trying it'll get better" nonsense. I just can't believe in that. My generation, I can't have faith. I have no male or female friends. In this era, nobody has the time or energy for real humans. From my perspective, neet men can have it the worst in life. Stay strong! You have my sympathies. On a personal level, I'm a neet who is gluten intolerant and lactose intolerant. Have schizophrenia and haven't sought treatment nor could. I'm not an educated neet but I read daily and learn so many things. I consider myself somewhat intelligent but it's not quantifiable. My education is actually below highschool level. Not seeking college due to difficulties involved. My favorite hobby as a neet is listening to music I like with my wired Sony headphones and Motorola phone that enhances the listen experience with custom Dolby equalizer on treble & surround sound enabled. Artists I listen to are, Akatsuki Records, Itori, Demetori, Boa, Miura Jam, Perfume, etc.