Anyone who is ending their life before New year like me?

Life is fcking hard. There is no hope in hopeless world. Its over. Even im dead today know one will knows for weeks. Nobody knows that i exist. i dont feel my presence. the only thing i feel is endless pain and suffering. i cant bear more pain. If you are born in poor family and shittest country (india), then your life is over at the moment you were born, one thing that exists that is how much you will be suffering.