Todays my birthday

Op ka birthday hai , harr saal jaise ye bhi saal aaya and khatam honga. Birthdays arent interesting from 4-5 years. Abhi clg jaake padhke test deke ghar and bedrotting and then gift leke aake sojaunga. Idk where life is going, kuch sahi sa nahi lagta, dost bana nahi paara sab kaam ke liye baat karte hai, and then when i stop talking tab puchte hai , hey what happened baat kyu nahi karra? And should i get Akai mpk mini if yes so from where i can get this offline???