Not able to appreciate any beauty here after reading all the rape posts from the city.

I have still not been raped. This thought occurs to me often. I am only going to speak for myself. Really sucks that I have to have this at the back of mind somewhere, ALL THE TIME. I see the look into my dad’s eyes when he has to be cool and let me go out at night. It hurts. I cannot imagine what the women who have been raped go through.. What a life to have to live. I have been manipulated into having sex so many times. (yay, gonna have my DMs flooded) and it still haunts me a decade later. Fuck this. I also consider getting married for this reason.