M26 Dilemma for commitment

I am a 26 M guy, i am not a very social person but off late looking at all the negativity around around and settling down is somewhat cementing my views on not getting married. At my age, my friends are getting engaged and i think they are happy but some deep down are doing for just the sake of it. I come for an middle-class background and for us marriage and personally for me its a big commitment.. we dont have divorces and tbh i dont ever want a divorce, but seeing soo much has made me skeptical about marriage as a concept for our generation. I havent actually fell in love with anyoje uptill this moment.. always had short term relationships never thought to commit coz i never felt it.. this maybe my issue also because i had to take on family responsibilities quite early on in my college days and pre puberty i didnt even look good so my chances with the ladies were not much.. but now after working on myself building my professional life and personal space.. i have gotten female attention from friends and also some marriage related queries.. but knowing i havent loved i feel for a fact that i may not be capable to love and knowing this i dont want to ruin some womens life so thats an additional reason marriage seems scary I would like a perspective, is this me or there people in same boat as i am?