Loneliness is killing (rant)

[26M] So, it's been almost 5 months since I came to Kochi. I thought things would be different but nah... It's so tiring seeing couples everywhere around you when you been single all your fkin life and pretty bad looking to boot. What can you do when you trusted your roommate who you've been friends from college to hang out with tells you that he's already found someone and he just hangs out with her like all the time. It'd be nice if I was normal and could find someone too. But then again I see love triangles around CUSAT (where I'm staying) where bad looking guys hang around as extra wheels lol. Is it hypergamy? idk. In work, we have married women 9/10 and it's painful to find someone is already married/taken after being chum to them for a long while lol. (Seen that happen to one guy, he started calling her 'chechi' reluctantly) F. Social media is toxic asf as well. Dating apps? Not a chance lol. It's depressing, I have become a women hater at some point? I have lost all meaning to live... All my other friends are abroad or at someplace qnd will be getting married soon. Guess the only flowers I'll be having is for my FUNeral. But I hate them all who have it handed everything tho. It's also fkin frustrating but tiring it is...