Visited kochi last week. Enjoyed and worried a lot at same time!!

Visited kochi last week for an interview. Wow!! What a place. I’m 25 and from a small town. Grew and graduated all in that town. When I visited a place like kochi I just amazed how fortunate these people are that are living and working here. But for me here I’m attending an interview for a 1500AED gulf job. When I saw everything there, it just reminded me how dumbshit my life is. I’ve literally cried at my hotel. I’ve always dreamed of a life like living in a big city place, work in a corporate, wearing a ID tag, everything. But everything went wrong in my life. Can’t even find a single decent paying job. I should’ve took an IT field.