I want to start Vlogging

hey, guys. its the end of the year and i have this sudden urge to start vlogging. not for subscribers or viewers. but to actually document my life. i have realized i dont have that much of memories and i am constantly seeing reels and youtube vlogs that are aesthetic and many people like me are the creators. im 22 and i think i should put my head into this whole stuff. i have created a private instgram acc where my only follower is my boyfriend. i am a private person but holding onto this ideology where shooting every moment is cringe has defeated me. it is cringe, i dont want to get to the ugly side. i want to do it for myself and me only. if its that good, i might share it to my main. give me tips and tricks to do so. i have the ipone 11 pro i want to learn to shoot, edit and create good contents