Should i take second drop?

18 M currently in drop year aur mene iss saal bhi padha nhi first attempt mai i got 65 percentile aur mujhe nhi lgta mera kuch hoga ..to should i take 2nd drop yaa private college lelo ..mujhe na firse drop lene ka man hai ofline mai jake padhne ka lekin problem is meri age ..mai next month 19 ka hojaunga aur iss saal agar mai firse drop liya to ..i will start my first year in my 20 ... graduation hone tak buddha hojaunga ...koi suggestion do yaar should i go for it yaa nhi ?