(rant) kota sucks

My hostel is near Allen and they are having a program for makar sakranti ig, but why the fuck is the program on the road Like have it somewhere else, this is locality of students who have goals nd are trying to study, and they are blasting music so loudly Man fuck this Don't they have a hall, They could literally do this in a place where there aren't many students And I know I sound like bitch but I feel like crying man. Maybe just my mental health sucks but I feel so angry rn. I don't care don't disturb me, everything fucking sucks, I have claustrophobia, it's hard to manage in a room with no windows so my room is on the outer side of the road it's so annoying I feel like banging my fucking head, I feel like killing myself (not literally) but like u get me?