QUITTING JEE AND CONFESSING TO PARENTS..

Tomorrow is mock test, I (12th student)have studied nothing, nothing means nothing, Just studied 1 or 2 chapters in 11th ,just this.. Wasted 2 whole years on mobile anime, porn, intsa, yt many more... Lied to parents throughout 2 years, many things- Not going to class, just doing the attendance and then return to room, Cheated during tests to get average score Studied nothing throughout 2 years, Passed 11 finals as it was mcq only state board . Parents came to visit for 3 to 4 days, faked everything. Studying, going to class etc. Going to quit jee as it is not possible in remaining time and will try to get anywhere else. (Sights on merchant Navy). Give me courage to speak. How to speak to them, plz help