Koi hai?

Mere jaisa koi haramkhor aur neech hai hai jo ki dropper hai aur uska preparation zero hai? Ya padhai nhi Kari hai? Hai toh bas up vote kro aur agar koi aisa hai jisme sab kuch padha hai toh ye bta do ki what's the way out now? Faltu ka criticism mat do(ik i deserve it but still) mujhe sab pta hai maine time waste kiya hai mai C hu and all aur mai bhi ek waste hi hu....so is there any hope ki mai at least cutoff clear kar Pau 2nd attempt tak? Or even 90%ile aa sakti hai kya?