Guys Any dropper who is also giving CBSE Improvement

pehle to jee ki preparation hi acchi nahi hai upar se dubara SE BOARDS I DONT KNOW KI MAI KYU de raha hu improvemnt jab ki surf nit/iit me 75% chahiye boards bhi waste ho raha hai aur jee to waste hi hai and ha ye mera dicision nahi hai some rishtedar bhaiyya told my parents about drop and then black bla....stuck at where I was before last year..