feeling really low today

so i got 90%ile in 24s2 ...was kind of feeling low today so decided to post... I'll be completing ionic today w/pyqs and shm pyqs ....feb ke andar plan hai ki I'll complete whole of physical with practice... i was wondering ki next attempt mai 97-ish%ile aayenge ki nhi...agar nhi aaye to kya karunga..private isn't an option and i am 19 so 2nd drop isnt really an option ...