need some genuine help and advice and I need to get this out of my head now

I (17F) has a normal bond with her parents, we although have disagreements over devices ki kyu chala rhe ho and shit but, yesterday my parents out of nowhere take my phone and tablet in like a really dry way bina kuch bole and stuff, and when I interrogated ki kya hua normally they're like nahi denge kya kaam hai ladke ghuma Rahi ho? (this is the first instance that push me off because I get easily taken away with these character assassinating comments okay) Then I said mai lecture dekh rhi hu dekhke deti hu par nahi de paungi doubts dekhne hai baad Mai google pe, bhai usme bhi nahi nahi fir I said kya hai nahi dungi they started calling me R, h\*\*\*\*\*khor, ch\*\*ar and stuff and did slap ke real hard in the back of head ki jo clutcher tha mera broke into my head and uske bristles thore sharp the so I have a bump in the back of my head fir kal poori raat I was just restless ki wtf wtf and studied watched yt and stuff and was in no good mood, today mumma dad are like sone jao sleep cycle mat bigadi (I pulled an all nighter) and sahi batau toh the audacity to even talk to me after character shaming me thrice in the same day and I didn't respond aur fir trigger hogaye then so gayi thi but din mai jab uthi mumma couldn't just stop taunting and saying things about me how I watch p\*\*n, send n\*\*\*s to guys, date them, makeout with them when this is all false mai 24 ghante Ghar pe hi ladi rehti hu NOW WHY DO MY PARENTS EXPECT I'LL BE ALL NORMAL AND CHILL AFTER SOME REALLY MEAN AND SERIOUS ALLEGATIONS?? pehli bat meri as such koi galti thi bhi nahi aur thi hi toh they don't get to talk to me like this, and abhi khana khake uthi mumma kehti, tum jaisi awara ladki paida karke galti krdi, jaldi college jao and even told me hundred times today tujh jaise ch\*\*\*a ka jee kya boards bhi nahi niklega MAN, I've had enough of tears padhne baithri hu zehen se baat nahi utar Rahi mere jya kya boldia itna casually, and I love them sm I keep going back but iss baar nahi ho paaega yaar aise koi apne hi bache ko kaise bol skta h What do I do