locking in bhai

you guys can give any gaalis u want bhai but i'm typing this here so i can actually make sure i lock in this time and don't fall back into my old loops, i'm only done with 40% of my syllabus and i know only 38 days are left, i haven't even given a mock seriously yet but it all ends now this was my drop year my last year i study this boring ahh shit and i'm gonna make sure i do it this time, my strategy is kinda dumb but i'm sticking to it so i'm gonna complete chemistry fully and physics mein i'll leave less weightage wale chapters or chapters that i know, i just can't do now and maths mein most weightage wale kuch chapters kar lungi and mainly just focus on pyqs and mock tests for now and then somehow get 95 something percentile phir after first attempt i'll complete everything remaining with more practice idk i just read some people on quora claiming that scoring above 92 percentile is not that hard in jee so i'm feeling a little hope for me and study for 14-16 hours each day till 22nd jan. now a little backstory what happened to me in june i decided to take a drop and it was still early for me tbh i took drop out of ego that was my first mistake, i convinced everyone to pls lemme take a drop saying ik i can do it this time i was studying great till mid september, solving dpps, studying each day for 12 hours but then i fell sick for a week and then i just couldn't get myself to study again since mid sep it's only been like 10-12 that i've studied seriously it was like i was so fed up with the monotonous life bc i also cut off almost all my friends only, quited all social media and basically disappeared from everyone's life so that was that but as i said i don't want to regret wasting another year, more of my potential, if you're reading this it's not too late, we can do this together, the fear only lies within our mind (idk i feel like on some david goggins shit but i really hope i don't jinx this up for me and actually fucking do it thank u if u read byebye)